I was attempting to make a pretty cool gif of this guy. I've made gifs before in the past, however when I tried to make one this time, it wasn't allowing me and despite finding internet help and various attempts in both Photoshop and Flash, I couldn't figure it out and gave up. I fucking hate how I've done something before multiple times in the past and all of a sudden it doesn't work despite using the same knowledge and steps. I hate that I am so computer illiterate and that I allow myself to feel powerless over software. But to be honest, I don't fucking care. I'm at a point in my life where I'm starting to focus on a different career path. Art isn't it for me. And if this post confirms anything, besides that fact that I'm a complete little bitch, I don't have what it takes to make it in this business. Therefore, I believe, that art, cartoon making, animation, whatever, will become a hobby. I'm always going to love art and making cartoons (its simply just who I am and part of my DNA) but I think its safe to say that my childhood dream has died and its time to move onward.
